9 breakup rulse girls should follow

ok so i straight up did this in class you see my friend was upset because her boyfriend had just broken up with her and she didint know what to do so i decided to make a list of things to do for her ... most of my friends have looked it over and laughed and said that it's sooo true so i decided to put it out there for every one to see ... NOTE: if you don't want to do one of the rules you don't have to but it wont kill you to try

1) never ever show him him that he hurt you (its just asking for trouble and besides you don't want to give him any credit for something so wrong)

2) never ever beg him to come back to you (why would you belittle your self like that its just wrong)

3) don't look back don't let your thoughts of "well maybe if i" ... or "only if i" ... over power your self respect (you didn't do anything wrong its all him girl stand your ground)

4) when he is around act like every thing is OK (if you need to pretend) show him you have fun with out him (show him you don't need him)

5) every girl is entitled to there night out, grab your best buddies, your favorite movie, your favorite foods and goof off

6) for at least a week you are not aloud to talk, text, call, email, pass notes, message, send letters, talk to there parents (there not going to help you get back together with him) or any other type of communication with him is a no no ...if he initiates any of the above you can respond but make it brief and do not say anything you would regret later and end the conversation asap (if you need help I'm sure your friends would be happy to help you out)

7)friends friends friends its about you and them take time to get closer to them

8) check out the gene pool go to a party or the mall and boy shop (but only after you are ok you don't want to do some thing stupid)

9) after 2 weeks to a month at the least.... talk to him about something funny ... and flirt with him show him what he lost and cant have back (strut your stuff girl its you, your back and in the game)

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please comment !!

OK for real like no one reads my blog really ooh well so yeah people out there if you read my blog leave a comment and tell me what you think I'm totally open to opinions I'm not like a bitch and like all up in peoples faces if they say something like " omg this is stupid " i just say hey that's your opinion and thanks for your input lol .. please comment

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parents !!! aughhhh

ok so today is a Wednesday but it feels like a total Monday my life sux today and I'm in total hell right not my rents don't get me at all its like there in some warped place that automatically twists my words around so there what they want to here and if im having trouble saying what i want to say they automatically take it at i said it even if its wrong not to mention that i had my iep ( it stands for some type of personal evaluation for mentally retarded kids ,... but I'm not retarded ) today and it was hell i don't even know how to explain it i don't even think i can arghhhhh

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teachers are bitches

lol ok so toay i took the damn PSAT and omg it was soooo annoing like your little sibling getting into your good crayons and totally breaking them all ( i hate that even though i dont have a little sister that young ) lol so yah anyways im sitting through like hours of testing ( form 8 am to 11:05am which is like 3 hours ) and all my teachers know im taking it but after i tested for 3 hours my orchestra teacher decides were going to take a test right then and there like really? (ok so yah it was easy and i didnt mind that much but you get my piont ) but then my math teacher decides she is going to give us a test also i was like what the hell? ( i mean i know i knoe about it and even studied for it but i mean she could have moved it back a day ) so i had like an entire day of testing and its not even finals time i mean omg ... lol thats all i got for now :P later

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life of a highschool student is sooo hard !!!

OK so there is this thing called the PSAT i think its a parasitic test for the sat but my parents are all over it and are like omg you gotta pass or your not going to collage ... and I'm like I'm not going to collage any ways and there all why do you say that and I'm like because i fail at life and you keep saying I'm not going anywhere ... well lets just say that was the end of that convo .. haha i actually got them to shut up lol i love my self sometimes ... but really these required collage entrance exams things are like totally obnoxious i mean do i really have to do awesome on them to get into a collage? i mean this is a free country so why do we have to prove were smart in order to get an education? totally bogus esp since i wanna be a wright er for fictional books ( which wont make me any $ and my rents are pissed about it lol ... I'm also going to do some counseling to make up for the $ problem :P )
lol that's all i can say for now I'm kinda in class and need to do my work :P haha yeah i know I'm a bad girl I'm not doing my work lol what ever

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confusion?!?!?!?!?!

OK this is wired the computer has some thing wrong with it and i cant see my dash bored.... o well so yeah um... did i tell you about how i got back together with mike? well i did and we are doing grate its been almost a month ... and were closer than we had ever been but i woke up this morning and my gut was like OK this is wayyy to close for you to be ( and no I'm not talking physically he was no where near my bed that's wrong it was purely mental)... i tend to have a problem of running away when i get scared and i promised my self i wouldn't do that this time (again) so I'm trying not to ... but i keep thinking that I'm in way to deep with this one and i should pull out before i hurt my self ... i mean so far all that's at stake is like half of my heart but ... if i don't watch it all will be at stake ... and there is no way in hell i can deal with that ...god what to do ?

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again?!?!?

OK so I'm dating mike again! and i love it he still goes to ritinor but that's OK i don't mind i actually love it but now i cant think of any thing but him and its getting annoying i love him but this really needs to stop i need to focus on school he cannot take up my entire mind like 24/7 and another thing i need to stop texting him i have one of those track phones that you pay by the minuet and there starting to piss me off with the expensiveness of there minuets ... y cant my mom just get me unlimited texting our live would be so much easier and cheaper
OK so I'm one of those people who try to hold back there feeling toward there significant other ( for the moment)
OK now so get this isn't this soooo cute OK so i asked him if he would go to home coming with me and he was all acting like he didn't want to and i was like OK what ever and i wasn't going to say any more on it he didn't want to and i didn't care enough to make him go ... then a day later i was asked to homecoming by some freshman and i said no of corse and i told him about it cuz well he has a right to know but he goes ... well i was going to show up and surprise you but i cant any more b/c the school has this paper i have to fill you and is retarded .. fuck the damn school why do they have to always foil peoples planes dam it

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driving bla!!!

ahhh ok hi again its been a while :P i have been kinda busy and lots has happened and well just to much to go into so i wont bore you with all the really retardid details just the important stuff :P ok so i can drive now ... well sortta my rents finally let me get my permit and i love it i wish i had gotten it when i was 16 insted of 17 but hay late is better than never am i right ( i am know it :P ) i have been wanting to drive for the longest time since i could think i guess bla i love going fast :P
ok and the next important thing for me to say is my life sux .. my boss did it again she totally fucked up my work schudell
o well im done for now ill talk to you later :P


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i dont know what to say !!!

omg. I'm sry its been a while I've had some problems with ... well every thing so i guess this will just have to be a summery of the past month and a half ....
1. i officially have a best friend ... a real bff .. i know surprising right ?
2. i don't know what to do with my boy problems .. i got people hitting on me like there is no tomorrow .... my ex i still like and talk to .... and i cannot find a guy that i like that likes me back that i wanna date
3. one word ... grades ... i think there fine but my rents don't and that's what counts right
4.i got a life guard licence .... and a job :P
5. sis is still a bitch but she's cool i guess
6. i turned 17 and for once i had a grate birth day through and through
7. taylor ....what to do with her ? ... she loves to talk about her self... the baby scare ..... and more
8. school is sooo difficult to keep on track with every thing i have going on
9. so when i got this job i loved it ... but now its like soooo boring and annoying because the damn pumps keep breaking ... gahh:P
10. I'm so frigging stressed out
so yah ill talk more later ; P

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impending desaster on the way look out !!!

whats going on with me why do i feat all out of control?
every thing seems to be going grate ant nothing is wrong but i have that weird little feeling that some thing will go wrong you know ( impending disaster ) maybe its just me i am a little anxious because of soccer tryouts and the new books that i want are coming out but it still seem a little weird. i hope i make the soccer team i really really want it Ive been working for it this year hard ant i really really want to make it my grades are OK at the moment.a bunch of a-'s 2 or 3 A's 1 b and 1 c+( i no i no but bio is really really hard ) i have 2 tests tomorrow and I'm stressing ON them there in the 2 classes that r my worst ( u no the b and the c ) any ways i cant study i mean i just cant concentrate on anything i really want that book NOW and i want to make the team really bad and i really wanna get at least a b in bio and an a in history ( that's the class with the b ) plus i have all those a-"s and i wanna get them up to A's at least that way my GPA goes up and hopefully ill get in to a collage god I'm a worry wort i need to relax BAD I'm stressed and there is nothing to be stressed at god please help me what do i do I'm sooo messed up right now ... yeah so i guess it is my nerves .. or maybe the part that i haven't eaten lunch yet gahhhhhhhh god I'm such a spaz.... o mother of the moon and goddess of the night please help me i need to calm down, pass both tests and make the soccer team .. and please help me relax and calmly wait for my book to come out or i swear that something is gonna go wrong terribly wrong like i said impending disaster

OMG I SOOOO DID NOT NEED THAT PICTURE!!!!!!

OMG ok so we were painting my rents room and when u do that u kinda half move stuff around like bed tables and stuff ( heavy as hellllll btw )and we kinda dropped it and one of the sliding draws fell out and well condoms fell out ( i don't think they were new i think they were old like the 80's old )but it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo grosse and then like i didn't wanna pick them up but i did and i was like ew ew ew ew ew ew ew...and then when i finally got over it a damn spider has to show up and u no how i am around spiders i either freeze up ( stupid i no i could get bitten easier ) or i scream and shake/freeze up or last but not least i scream and run as fast as i can in the other direction lol but yeah we started painting at like 8pm and finished at like 2 am ( current time so g-night ) <3



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so what now?

ok so our country got a new prez big deal right? i dont really know if its a good one throw all the people i no are like yayayaya then there are a few people that Ive seen that are like omg were doomed i personally think if Obama ( our country's new prezadent of choice ) can make up what former prez Bush lost and fix or start to fix our economy problems then i might think he's ok but right now i think that Obama is not the best person for our country and I'm really big on the red white and blue worshiping what can i say i love my country so much I'm even thinking of going in to the forces which ones idk maby the navy,coast guard or national guard even but even throw i love my country very much i don't think I've got the courage to go risk my life for the sake of the free which is sad because i know that if one of my friends were in trouble ide be right there in front of the dam gun saying shoot bitch and let her/him go ....but back to the point our country is in trouble and i don't think that Obama knows the extent of the damage were in yah he can speak and move the people to his words but can he get us out of debt lets just hope he knows what hes gotten himself in to and can handle cuz people are counting on him i mean its ridicules people are acting like he is going to save them from hell and give them eternal life( i mean common y'all he's not God he cant be your savior ) whats going to happen when the people of the united states finally see that mutiny? a norther civil war? we Can not have that it will destroy us and what prez Lincon worked so hard to fix and I'm not saying I'm races god knows I'm so not half of my friends are blacks I'm talking about Obama's attitude and morals what he says he's going to do and how he says he's going to do don't match up at all please Mr president please don't mess up lets wait and see



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bite me hard

omg ok so i havent even started school yet and my parents wont shutup about my grades
and i no im not the best student arround but do you really need to piss me off by calling me just to tell me how dissapointed you are in how im not good i am at school shutup i get it im a really bad student im not good at any thing and im not going to do great things in the world i no it so why are yall trying to make me live like i will i do my best so stuff the crap ok i no you want me to do better so ill try ok but dont bash me when i dont live up to your standers k

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new years goals

yeah its a new year and i can start over ( well in most cases) and this school semester i will get as good grades as possible and i will learn to drive and i will be quieter and i will be me i will no longer think/ live on and in the past and i will move on as best as passable i will love my self above anyone else and I'm gonna believe in me I'm gonna stick to my goals and be freed from hell.

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