parents !!! aughhhh

ok so today is a Wednesday but it feels like a total Monday my life sux today and I'm in total hell right not my rents don't get me at all its like there in some warped place that automatically twists my words around so there what they want to here and if im having trouble saying what i want to say they automatically take it at i said it even if its wrong not to mention that i had my iep ( it stands for some type of personal evaluation for mentally retarded kids ,... but I'm not retarded ) today and it was hell i don't even know how to explain it i don't even think i can arghhhhh

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teachers are bitches

lol ok so toay i took the damn PSAT and omg it was soooo annoing like your little sibling getting into your good crayons and totally breaking them all ( i hate that even though i dont have a little sister that young ) lol so yah anyways im sitting through like hours of testing ( form 8 am to 11:05am which is like 3 hours ) and all my teachers know im taking it but after i tested for 3 hours my orchestra teacher decides were going to take a test right then and there like really? (ok so yah it was easy and i didnt mind that much but you get my piont ) but then my math teacher decides she is going to give us a test also i was like what the hell? ( i mean i know i knoe about it and even studied for it but i mean she could have moved it back a day ) so i had like an entire day of testing and its not even finals time i mean omg ... lol thats all i got for now :P later

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life of a highschool student is sooo hard !!!

OK so there is this thing called the PSAT i think its a parasitic test for the sat but my parents are all over it and are like omg you gotta pass or your not going to collage ... and I'm like I'm not going to collage any ways and there all why do you say that and I'm like because i fail at life and you keep saying I'm not going anywhere ... well lets just say that was the end of that convo .. haha i actually got them to shut up lol i love my self sometimes ... but really these required collage entrance exams things are like totally obnoxious i mean do i really have to do awesome on them to get into a collage? i mean this is a free country so why do we have to prove were smart in order to get an education? totally bogus esp since i wanna be a wright er for fictional books ( which wont make me any $ and my rents are pissed about it lol ... I'm also going to do some counseling to make up for the $ problem :P )
lol that's all i can say for now I'm kinda in class and need to do my work :P haha yeah i know I'm a bad girl I'm not doing my work lol what ever

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confusion?!?!?!?!?!

OK this is wired the computer has some thing wrong with it and i cant see my dash bored.... o well so yeah um... did i tell you about how i got back together with mike? well i did and we are doing grate its been almost a month ... and were closer than we had ever been but i woke up this morning and my gut was like OK this is wayyy to close for you to be ( and no I'm not talking physically he was no where near my bed that's wrong it was purely mental)... i tend to have a problem of running away when i get scared and i promised my self i wouldn't do that this time (again) so I'm trying not to ... but i keep thinking that I'm in way to deep with this one and i should pull out before i hurt my self ... i mean so far all that's at stake is like half of my heart but ... if i don't watch it all will be at stake ... and there is no way in hell i can deal with that ...god what to do ?

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