OK this is wired the computer has some thing wrong with it and i cant see my dash bored.... o well so yeah um... did i tell you about how i got back together with mike? well i did and we are doing grate its been almost a month ... and were closer than we had ever been but i woke up this morning and my gut was like OK this is wayyy to close for you to be ( and no I'm not talking physically he was no where near my bed that's wrong it was purely mental)... i tend to have a problem of running away when i get scared and i promised my self i wouldn't do that this time (again) so I'm trying not to ... but i keep thinking that I'm in way to deep with this one and i should pull out before i hurt my self ... i mean so far all that's at stake is like half of my heart but ... if i don't watch it all will be at stake ... and there is no way in hell i can deal with that ...god what to do ?
sealed with a kiss ♥
