coward

OK i so don't know what to say Friday i broke up with by boyfriend and now i feel really bad about it so i was gonna see if i can get him back so i called him to have him remind me to talk to him tomorrow and then there was this awesome no school day and i got to thinking that I'm not shure i want him back now so unless i come up with a reason to talk to him that is semi important and then when i did i chickened out and it left me dumbstruck so i ended up with I'm trying to isolate my self what the hell kinda excuse is that why cant i just say I'm afraid of relationships and of letting my self go and I'm tiered of seeing you suffer for what i cant give you while you fall deeper in love with me ( o i no because I'm a f-ing coward )... why cant i be a normal girl and be able to get over my past ( god i suck ) what am i suppose to do ... o well

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