invisable pain

OK so my parents have this rule where i cant learn to drive if i don't have a B average in all my academic classes and its so stupid i cant even begin to say how much Ive tyred to get a b in bio i mean I'm really good at science i like learning about weird stuff but i cant get even a c in bio right now i have a D and I'm not happy with it Ive come so close to crying at school because of it and god knows i NEVER cry in front of my friends or in public i just cant i don't want my friends to worry about me they have enough of there own problems not including me and not to mention i don't like showing to much weakness i front of them i need to be strong i owe it to them to show them that i can be a leader and protect them from as many emotional problems as i possibly can m also a very good pain stiffer I'm really good at not showing I'm in pain like if i have a open cut i can pretty much ignore it ( to a certain extent) my motto is that pain is just a message and you can ignore them its not that hard if you have a high pain tolerance but I'm off topic and it think you get it so back to my main point I'm 16 i wanna drive and i cant even get close i no that its for my own good and that its less expensive if i have a b average but i think its dumb and stupid at the same time dam i gotta go the bell rang ha ha kisses

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